The Curious Hotel

Quote from: ugga1968 on Aug, 06, 2024, I had a series of experience when I was 10-12. Not family.

He was around 40 and took advantage of my lack of gag reflex. I basically deepthroated a man when I was 10.

It was exiting for me, but after growing up I realised that he was just a lonely gay pedophile.

After that experience, I've never had any experience with a man. As my profile says, I'm bi-curious and still want to deep throat a man to see if it's the right thing to do for me.

Like you I was taken advantage of at around that age. Friends of the family had a pool at their house and we (The family) were invited over in the summer for a weekend. I was lucky enough to have a small room to myself as it was a three bedroom place. I was fairly petite for a boy of my age too and could have passed for much younger. Pool time was fun and a play fight ensued at some point. It didn't seem strange to me at the time but looking back now my dads friend who was referred to as "Uncle ****** " was quite tactile under the water line with me in the pool throwing me between him and my dad. I went to bed later on whilst the adults drank on into the night. At some point I fell asleep but was awakened by my door opening and closing. I had no idea of the time so I pretended to be asleep. It must have been late because there was no sound of merriment coming from the adults below. Who ever it was started to breath heavily and I wondered what was going on. Next thing I know water was splashing my face and upper body. A few moments later the door to my room opened and whoever it was left. Looking back now it could have been dad but I doubt it as he had never paid me that kind of interest before.

I don't consider myself Bi as Im too much in love with the female form (even when it has a penis.) Suffice to say that even as I write this I realise that I am aroused.   

 

I agree with what others have said, that they didn't consider themselves gay or bi, that they were never attracted to men. I've written elsewhere about masturbating and sucking a mate growing up, even with a very much older neighbour. It didn't feel as if this was sex, it was just masturbating. I admit that seeing a hard cock was something I loved seeing, but only when we were masturbating. If I thought about men at other times, I had no reaction. It must be, as will1939 says, the mutual aspect of masturbation which gave us the confidence to experiment and explore.

Quote from: Sandra on Jun, 07, 2025, Wonderful you tried it 

I don't see anything wrong with it, but I was never attracted to men I recall enjoying the mutual masturbation and the feel of a different cock,  I liked sucking a cock (but not being sucked).  I always regret that I never sucked any more cocks after those early experiences, sure I would have enjoyed it.

Quote from: will1939 on Jun, 07, 2025, I had several homosexual experiences in adolescence, started with masturbating together, then masturbating each other then to occasional cocksucking. Tried anal a couple of times but did not like it.  Nothing after the age of 13 though.

Wonderful you tried it